I'mmmmmm back everybody.... been MIA for sometime from here.. oh well.. guess i jus not at my usual self since then till now.. but rest assured.. I"M BACK FOR GOOD~!!!!!
oh.. recently wasn't very happy about all things.. so ya.. i'm tired and the best word to descirbe is .. SIAN ...
Work is ok.. somehting different.. my team is very small.. only 3 of us and we have to do the whole company consolidation accounts. 3 ppl nia leh... liew... but the 3 of us work like family.. whahaha... namely the lao da! lao er! and me the lao san... sighed... most junior and youngest also mah.. whahaha... that 2 was good.. damn good.. can work with them and learn from them is really blessed.. i indeed learn alot from them u know.. mai play play.. see things also differently.. they r so experienced.. so ya.. quietly quietly learn my things from them first ba!
other than that.. i shall not comment on the others. coz its real disappointing when u realised how others treat you when u r not there with them. being transferred out doesn't means i work for a different company. they have the cheek to say conflict of interest? hello??? i'm doing group consolidation.. conflict what interst? whatever u entity are doing will eventually flow up to group what..? sometimes.. the way the talk.. really reflect how well their knowledge is.. sighed.. and.. never work with them and working with them is different story.. never work with them i dun care what's wrong with ur work or company.. but work with them ah.. liew.. see their work huh.. liew... can faint one lo... this kind also can produce.. go tell them they also buai song.. its such long long long stroy la.. they r just unbalance ppl.. high jealousy one.. sighed...
enough of work.. now i only work.. i go there to work.. tt's all.. tt's the attitude.. anyway.. i dun report to u, so ya.. u know.. so long i can work well with my team tt's the most impt. i dun care what others think and look on me.. coz i know.. i never changed.. u changed in the first place.. i'll adjust to the environment.
recently i just drop a big stone/rock from my chest.. i'd been holding it for too long.. initially i dun mind holding it. infact i feel good holding it... as time goes by.. its becoming heavier and heavier till i can feel the stress and fustration of holding it longer... i dun wan to hold it.. but there's the some strange thing tt still keep me holding it.. till... i realised .. how stupid am i holding on to the stone that eventually won't turn into diamond. i decided to let it go.. initially it was hard.. i dun bear to leave the stone i'm holding on for so long.. but.. onces i let it go.. i realised.. how lighten i'd become.. how wonderful it is w/o that big heavy stone on my chest. i felt so good now...
really.. really..
