Ahhh...

Spend my thurs, fri, sat and sunday studying.. and only manage to clear less than 1/4 of work... this cat describe how exactly i feel now... i am.. unhappy, stress, moody and scared....

I'd never study till so cham before.. like study to night.. next night see the same thing again seems like brand new things to me..... Tonight do this.. next day.. FORGOT how to do.. do thru like the every first time i went thru.... how? why like tt??? had so many yrs of experience liao still study till like first time having exam in my whole life... why like tt??

Is it becoz its my last semester so i'm extra gan cheong? is it becoz i have 4 this time tt's y i'm more gan cheong, is it becoz its more difficult this time tt's y i more gan cheong? i seriously dun know.. but thinking its coming soon really makes me very gan cheong... On one hand i want it to be over ASAP.. on another hand.. i need more time to revise... i'm confused....

Was chatting with a friend thru MSN... at least i'm better coz i'm not alone have those sydrome... they r suffering basically the same as me... think this time i need POWER98.. 92 and 95 no more power to drive me go further liao.... or perhaps... diesel will help? haha...

ok gals... i need to go cheong my work liao... enjoy my blog hor.... realsied.. post something on blog is a way to de-stress myself a little bit... hehe... just a little bit though.....

I SEE RED....

ANGRY.. i am angry today.....

1) Since my dear Kristie is happy about my compliment, i think i shall post another blog to make her happier! haha....

2) yes.. i was saying.. angry.. i AM ANGRY... lets name tt idiot SAA..
I'm angry coz i dun know when and how i offended SAA
I'm angry coz early in the morning i have to see SAA's black face
I'm angry coz i do nothing and yet this is the treatment i got.
I'm angry coz why is it me tt kena all this rediculars thing.
I'm angry coz i can joke with u doesn't means i can take ur angry joke.
I'm angry coz i'm not those whom u think want joke then joke want give colour then give colour.
I'm angry coz SAA take things for granted.
I'm angry coz SAA after knowing me for nearly 3 yrs still dun know who is ONG LI WEN.
I'm angry coz SAA underestimated me
I'm angry coz after 3 yrs SAA still dun know the real power ONG LI WEN had.
I'm angry coz SAA bloody think who is SAA
I'm angry coz i really hate ppl show me colour for no reason.
I'm angry coz i dun know how i had offended SAA
I'm angry coz I'm jus angry.
I'm angry... or am i not? hmmmmm good question... or rather i should say....
I bor chap coz i have more friend than SAA
I bor chap coz u dun talk to me i have dozen of ppl to talk to
I bor chap coz if u angry go ahead coz i think i done nothing wrong, infact i dun know what i'd done!
I bor chap coz i dun really care... Who cares!
and who the hell is SAA..

But i am just very pissed off.. imagine early in the morning someone show u tt colour liao... won't ruin my day.. i still laugh and joke.. U all know.. i just hate this situation...
So.. i never talk to this SAA.. i sms my only friend tt seems to enjoy my complaint and he and i got a very common conclusion on this matter.. tt's is.. WHO CARES..

True enough.. i never talk to SAA whole day till she come talk to me i only reply OFFICIAL matters. any asshole with little briancell will know i jin buay song SAA. SAA was on MC ytd reason being UPSET? HUH?? UPSET = MC?? wow.. power! tt reflect to the boss how well ur staff can manage stress and distinguish between PERSONAL emotion and PROFESSIONAL behaviour. BEST! SAA never inform our boss nor us. SAA sms someone from another section and tt someone from another section got to come and tell my boss.. my boss is not happy. My boss is not pleased. SAA deserve tt anyway.

I am angry coz i dun get my sumptuous meal tonight.
Tonight my boss suppose to treat us dinner for the effort we put in during the financial year end close... SAA said dun want to go.. BLOODY.. it was already 5plus then SAA said...
I am angry coz already too late to call home for dinner.
I am angry coz i have to da bao my own MOS burger.
I am angry coz instead of HOTEL food i have to eat MOS burger just coz of tt SAA

SAA still say so loud got to bring back work to do.. no time to study. BLAME ON UR POOR TIME MANAGEMENT.. who else SAA got to blame. SLOW WORKER means SLOW.. dun blame ur workload is heavy.

Stupid FRS39 had made SAA cry a few time. for what? i dun know seriously? reflect jus how "well" u manage CHANGES. Stupid FRS39 also create alot things for me to do. what effective interest rate. what mock up. what hedging. what reserve... but stupid FRS39 never make me cry.. coz.. I'm not like SAA... VALID!

So.. i'm pissed.. i'm pissed.. i'm pissed pissed pissed....

ok ok.. enough.. dun know how to end.. so like tt la huh....

I'm cold cold cold now...

and yes.. I'm angry .. coz dun know why.. so many rashes on my neck and waist.. i dun know why. went to see doctor.. tt doctor like just graduated only leh... tell me give me one kia su cream i thought what powerful cream ended up its the normal cream every doctor will give be it insect bite, swollen, or whatever... HUH..
I'm angry coz i WANT AN 2nd OPINION....
HUH HUH HUH.....

Stresssssssssss.......

Pimples Pimples looking for friend?? but why me???!!!!! i realised i'm really stressed coz.. pimples had been appearing on my face.. already not very pretty liao add those "friends" on my face.. liew... how to face the world??? Thanks god for creating foundation, concealor etc etc... but.. what is the best remedy to get rid of all those pimples!!!?? hopefully by the time i finish my exam they also move out of my face....

Got an sms from kristie "scolding" me i never update my blog.. so here u goes dear.. guaranteed u have one ya! hehe.. was really busy till no time to log on the net.. even if i do.. also no time to update my blog.. coz by the time i finish what i intend to.. time to get back to my notes liao...

Damn bloody lot to study this time man.... all the way from tax to accounting reporting to financial strategy to business strategic management.. if really can apply all these technique at work i think i won't be a small fry liao.. hahhaa.. but its really interesting but definitely not for exam purposes..... calculating the weighted avg cost of capital... calculating the financial risk, business risk.. the net present value, assessing the SWOT, assessing lots other fucking matter in order to earn tt conclusion of whether to take up the investment or not! see la.. its merely a 50/50 thing must work till like siao!!! moreover the formula.. kaoz.. what beta, what alpha, what gamma, what std deiviation, what Z model what 1+r to the power of what, and waht (1+g)/(1+r) to the power or square root of what... liew.... and guess what.. all that i mentioned is probably just 1% of work in need to know....
what idiot ratio.. ROCE, EPS, P/E ratio,etc etc etc.... these ratio.. never leave my life man.. see them every now and then.. but i still forget them.. so every now and then have to learn again... what basic EPS what fully dilluted EPS. EPS just EPS la.. why so many different kind.. so u all tell me... accountant is jsut to create more job for ourselve is it?? simply by complicating matters and bomb a few chim chim theories and logic and calculation and firms got to spend bomb on us?? hey.. not bad for me.. hahahaha...
and the bloody FRS39.. so many implications... so many new things... for nothing pull so many entry on balance sheet.. make things difficult and complicated only.. whatever instruments.. what forward contracts, futures contract, options and SWAP.. killing me man....

ok ok.. seems like a revision to me here ah.. hahaha.. i dun meant to bored u all by reading this blog.. but those on the same boat as me will fully understand how i feel now..... i need my leave... if not really cham la.. work in the day, study at night..
see all my friends on leave liao while i'm not.. also stress.. no wonder pimples are on my face.. wonder they all got or not.. hehehe

so ppl... till now might not have much or any update.. till 15 Dec.. having papers on 7th, 12, 13 and 14th Dec.. see la.. even exam date also stress liao..... arghhhhhh.........

thinking of the bright side..... hey.. my LAST semester!!! get it done onces and for all i'll GRADUATE!!!!!!! ahhhhhh....... i'm looking forward for the day.. to wear tt square square little hat!! hahahaaaa


and of coz.. after my exam.. i want to go facial.. i want to do many thigns to make myself pretty pretty liao la... hahaha.. and of coz.. PARTY! sooo long never go liao leh.. sy.. i book u liao huh!