Just thought of droping a few lines here suddenly..

Was reading The Sunday Times today that feature this story of a young gal fighting cancer. At stage IV i think... Was reading her story till i also dun know when and how.. tears just come out from my eyes. oh gosh.. am i really becoming emotional lately? or her story is really sad and touched..

sometimes when read these kind of real life story esp from a young lady like Joan (She only turn 20 this year) i really felt so sad for them.

Y is it that this kind of things always happen on someone so young, so pretty, so smart, her future can really be very bright one... but coz of her throat cancer and i think according to the newspaper, she almost cant make it soon..

I dun know her.. but it really moved me when i read the article. i really felt so sad.. sad for her.. sad for her friends and family..
someone so young so pretty.. sighed...
this had even make me come online and go read thru her blog... this cancer really ruin her life man....

She's strong.. must learn from her.. "fight till the end so everyone will remember me as a fighter"

oh well.. that's all i wanna share with u all.. wanna know more.. go grab a copy of The Sunday Times or log on to www.asiaone.com

I'm definitely not here to promote my company's product. hehe... but if all of u buy daily.. my bonus for tis year will be more colourful.. more circulation sales = more bonus..

whahahahahha....

Stay healthy ppl..

Whatever~

Whatever is my mood for today...

for those who attend the party last night.. i'm sorry if u gals or guys dun enjoy urself much. I'm sorry...
things jus happen and i'm the suay one who kena...
whatever.. i shouldn't have bring her with me.. i shouldn't have ask my friends to give her to drink... i shouldn't have trust her so much that she can handle herself.. i shouldn't have trust her in the first place....
i shouldn't have go last night.. i should just slp at home.. things will be happier this way i guess..

For those who dun know what am talking here its ok... as said.. its whatever topic..
what the hell....

I'd never see such a crazy woman before.. at the moment i really thought she's gone crazy.. i really scared she can't regain her normal self back... she really look like a crazy woman to me.. screaming and yelling and pushing and running away.. ppl just see and never do anything.. how i wish i can dig a hole and hide my face inside u know.... drink drink drink.. tt's why my motto is always... "NEVER GET MYSELF DEAD DRUNK OUTSIDE".. Jin paisey lo...
now i dun think i want to show my face along tt street for the next few mths liao.. perhaps .. no more party i guess... had enough.. had horribly enough...

and getting reprimand for nothing is also not as good....
dun know why she cry? dun know why she call her husband? dun know what she said to her husband? dun know why she behave and react like this? dun know why her husband react and behave like this as well.. dun know y i kena? dun know why must be me me me me ME...
dun know why everything amiss must be me me me me ME ME ME.. hello...

things just not what i planned for initially what... u think i wanted her to behave like this? u think i jin happy jin shoik to see her like crazy woman...
u think by apologising the next day is good enough?
i scolded u.. kill u liao.. then go ur grave there say sorry u think i dun have to face punishment? its the same logic what...
angry, furious, disappointment, couldn't be bother, whatever, pissed, blurred, i dun know which is the best word to describe.

everything must associated with ME ME ME ME ME... its U U U U not confident enough.. not making her happy enough.. dun know what the hell u have been doing to her.... ended up dun try to push all blames to me... in term of wording and arguement and logic things out there is no way u can win over me.

Damn pissed.... work already not very happy liao.. go party also not happy...
what have i doen? am i really wrong? if so tell me... prove to me then.
dun try to push all things to me when things goes wrong.. i'm not rubbish bin where i can take all ur crap.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................

WORK WORK WORK!!!!!!

Working..... this is the word i use to whoever who want to date me out last week... spoiled ur mood i'm sorry... but i'm simply so so so busy recently...

I'd just taken up a new operating company this grandfather co just bought. its a messy company.. from a sole proprietor co and acquirer is a top listed company in singapore.. can u imagine the culture shock?? sighed... obviously its not much of my problem but for those transferred here...
"HUH.. this also need paper?" '" HUH.. that also need paper?".. "HUH.. things are done like tt here??" of coz la lady... we r the top listed company in singapore. Being the top listed company need to comply with rule and regulation and accounting standards and business standard what!!! how can follow yours????

nvm... so work work work.. show some result liao only... see some colours only... someone high high ask me in.. ask me want to go do group reporting or not liao.. well.. not exactly a good change... but something different... see from different angle.. see entity liao.. now see group and consolidation.. so ya.. should be right.. but that's means another learning curve for me.. ahhhh.....

alright.... finally the one i love so much in co is ready to go.. so i shall stop my complain here for the moment.. chao!!!