LONELY...

My partner will be on leave whole of next week... oh goodness!!! my only good friend at office is not going to appear whole week.. how am i going to survive????

i'll definitly going to miss her.... no one to talk to... no one to listen to me.. no one to share the problem and pain of working with others...

oh no.. guess i have to spend my whole week with mr boss..

mr boss.. dun always come asking for things ok>?? let me have some peaceful days oh.. hehe.. thanks ah mr boss...

WOW!!!!!!

WOW!!!! when i first saw this car in maxim magazine.. i fall in love at first sight!!!! who is going to buy for me!!!??? who who who???????? i love this car!!!!!!!!!!! MERCEDES-BENZ - THE R CLASS!!!! selling at $205,000+++

love love love love!!! wonder when then i can afford leh.. wait for me oh....
but.. my one and only true love still belongs to..........




VOLVO XC90 !!!!!!!!!

Cool hor?? Chio hor??

Enough...

I'd been telling myself.. nvm.. its ok.. but seems like.. i really dun feel good.. i try to put myself in their shoe and understand their unbalance way of thinking.. i do understand why they r unbalance.. but i think all of them have no professional ethical.. they behave like kids in school.. marons!

I seriously won't want to bother them.. but i'm into such situation that if i make a wrong move.. just a slight move.. whole village will think its me... i dun want that.... anyway... life is difficult... getting more and more difficult.. coz of those marons....

Today have my lunch with my team.. they r such good joker also.. i did enjoy more than with those marons... i wanted to lunch with my team as a permanent basis.. but i dun want any gossip later... those marons ah.. work very inefficient.. add sugar add salt at pantry no one can fight them...

Office politics? i doubt so.. its.. unprofessional dealings with ppl whom can perform better than you..

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN HELL TO ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a break..seriously a break.. away from everything.. to enjoy.. to release.. to recharge...
I'd been under pressure for too long.. too much pressure till i can't hold it anymore...
used to have someone to share this pressure.. now.. got to hold it all by myself.. its rather difficult....

Krisite getting married on 11/11/2006!!!!!!! i'm so happy and excited for u dear!!!!!! i'll wait for that day to come.. to see ur prettiest day!
U r so fortunate dear! pass some luck to me la! hahaa... i book ur bouquet of flower that day can???
can keep it till u see me liao pass to me.?????
still remember our book to you? please update.. u got gold! i wonder who is silver next? hmmm.... haa....

i guess i need some colours in my life..... i need... "R.O.Y.G.B.I.V" and that's.................

?????

Puzzle this game not nice to play... i like it on one hand.. but i have no patient on the other.
what the hell.. have to waste time to solve all these problem right? wasting time and effort only...

But guess what.. playing "puzzle" is part of my life everyday now.. i have to solve so many things.. i have to reconcile so many items.. and i have to put everything into one picture.. and i have to put each and every one thought together and guess what r they thinking and what they actually want? this game.. is really not fun and indeed tiring.. it make me older only.. got few more white hair liao.. sighed...

I'm really no good at playing this game lo.. and usually.. i'll put the wrong puzzle together.. see no picture still alright.. what if see wrong picture how?? sighed... y is it human being must behave in such way huh? y can't human being be nice to one another... sighed... who the hell created emotion on human being? and who the hell created bad thinking/emotion on human being? who who who?? sia lang???

Sometimes... guessing game is really not my cup of tea.. i already so sian and busy at my work le.. still have to think of what else?? u eng i know.. but i'm not leh... sighed.. human being... so difficult to please...

I need new environment.. new things.. new people.. new ideas.. i seriously dun mind current status... if only this this this.. that that that dun happen....

Matilda - 太委屈 Tai Wei Qu

i appreciate this song soooo much!

太委屈

this song is nice hor.. ever since this friend sent me this song ah.. i'd been listening to so many time.. very meaningful indeed...

i think i'm into the "太委屈" position... be it who, what, when, where, why, how.. "太委屈" really describe perfectly for me now! ppl like to 委屈 me.. ppl purposely dun understand...

i have finally train up this brand new level of skill.. called.... " LAN DE LI!!!!!!"

really nice song.. i can listen to it non-stop!!!!! old song i know.. but really nice.. meaningful..

Lost!

its been so long since i blog... guess i'm a little lost now.. i dun know what to write.. or rather.. there's isnt much for me to write? i dun know... dun feel like writing those unhappy things here.. will only reminds me when i write and when i read next time....

i'm total lost now! what to write??????????

oh ya.. ok.. shall go to the most traditional way to update then...

Monday - i seriously forgot what happen on monday.. gosh~ work work work.. forgot details...

Tuesday... i seriously forgot as well... only know wednesday is a holiday... OH YA!!!! ok ok.. tuesday met up with sy and hua for our free dinner.. ok ok.. this one at least i remember.. haha

wednesday.. National day.. stayed at home.. watch NDP..

thursday... work.. work.. work.. coz wednesday was a holiday.. my working week shorten.. so i have less time to complete my work.. so working damn real hard.. and hey.. i think.. my eng period reaching soon.. think only la.. who knows.. other things waiting for me liao leh.. hmmm.. i dun know..

friday... work.. after work go to my balangra-aerobric (not very sure of the spelling leh,,).. its a nice workout.. its aerobric.. but indian style.. so will have indian dance move and listen to indian song.. serious.. it is a great workout! but the room was too small to cater us.. so friday was good as many were on leave.. so we can really run whole room... i sweat the most man! haha.. after the aerobric i rush down to tanjong pagar.. catching my 2nd class - salsa!!!! sign up for salsa class.. and was so excited.. i was a bit late.. but finding the building was another big challenge.. never work in town ah.. really dun know the way there leh.. like 3 mountain turtle walking on shenton way on friday night lo.. really MIA lo... coz we all dun work in tanjong pagar mah.. really dun know how to walk lo.. ended up.. we walk walk walk walk... from 825 walk till 9pm finally found the building!!!!!!!!! and the building wasn't look like any of the building u found in tanjong pagar lo... really old one lo.. the lift also one kind.. too fat ah.. cannot go into the lift liao.. guess it never have overweight problem.. coz can't even squeeze thru' the door~ hahaha...
so the lesson suppose to start at 830pm on lo.. we ended up reach there almost 9pm liao.. how to go lesson.. so go there register for another day class lo...
but i still dun know which date.. so ppl!!! SALSA ANYONE?????????? lets go shake our butt butt!!!
$70 for 5 lesson... sound reasonable la...
never go salsa.. ended up.. we still have our very own salsa lesson at DXO ok? hahaa... oh btw .. its still a trip worthwhile.. coz.. instead of squeezing with ppl at the esplanade to watch the fireworks.. we.. at the road junction in shenton way.. also can see the fireworks.. very nice wor! dun have to squeeze.. no ppl... only few of us... and we can see whatever ppl are veiwing at esplanade.. so who say must go there? got other better spot ok? hahahaha....

oh.. basically... tt's all...
tml monday again..
hopefully nothing will happen and let me have one week pass peacefully ba!
my boss did my apraisal and ranking and banding with other dept.. i told him.. if got 6mths bonus i treat u lunch. whahahaha.... and guess what.. his reply... "6mths bonus .. lunch.. ON U" but i guess 6mths difficult la.. looking at how we did this yr.. got 4mths already can smile liao lo....i won't dream of anything more than tt...
hmmm.. i wonder.. really bor huh? hahaha....

so tired..

Feeling tired recently.. i find no energy in doing everything... i dun know why.. hmmm....

Work is really stressful recently. dun understand y everything must have mock up mock up.. think we all very eng meh? this also mock up.. that also mock up... by the time finish mock up.. actual liao leh.. or worse... actual is here liao still haven't finish the mock up! whatever la... ranking and banding is here again.. the point where it determine how many months bonus i'll be getting.. hmmm... Mr Boss.. thanks leh.. i buy u breakfast lo ok? haha...
i really find no leisure in work recently.. sian.. work also can't put in my 100% concentration.. i need a move a push.. someone.. pls do something...

feeling tired easily recently.. i can slp damn early and still so sleepy the next day..

oh ya! happy birthday Singapore... i love it coz its a holiday for me! meaning wake up late, no work! haha..

but i really dun understand y is it tt always when it come to near national day.. i'll read all those articles abt singapore.. about how great or fortunate to be a singaporean.. about how wonderful it is to live on this island.. about the history how great someone is in contributing to this island.. etc etc etc... its only this period that u'll read such things in the newspaper.. so fake right? how about other days? after today.. no one will remember who is the one writing our national song.. who is the one writing our national pledge. who is the one turning singapore to what we r today?
only this period.. u'll hear.. oh i love singapore.. other days leh? sighed....

been planning taiwan trip with my friends this coming november.. can't wait for it to come.. i need a break.. i need a tour to somewhere far.. far..
TAIWAN!!! i'm coming!!! sort out all ur political issue and when i'm there.. dun have anything happen huh... hahahaha.. as a Singaporean.. i dun know what is strike hor.. hahaha. so dun show me when i'm there!!!