Saturday, August 27, 2005

The world is mine......

The world is mine... wow..nice car hor? Recently just had a chance to drive this beautiful car... but look at it.. need class 4 to drive meh? huh.. stupid one.. y manufacture a car so heavy??? make me an illegal driver tt day only.. haha
opps! somemore this car... so tall.. wannna go park marina shopping centre also cannot enter oh! so u see la.. why sell this car.. why buy this car?

But.. the feeling of driving this car is sooooo shoick~ when u r on road.. u feel u r having bird eye view.. so tall from the rest... just like the phrase in its advertisement : " The world is mine!!!" hahha... too bad.. the car is not mine leh... haha... dun wnat also.. one full tank cost me $100+.... shell not mine leh! haha

Oh well.. recently wasn't in good state... i flung my paper.. for the first time throughout my study.. first time flung this paper by damn 2 marks.. when i open tt email.. my heart sunk..
when i see the mark - 48.. i was disappointed.. before that i was thinking how would i react when i see a failed.. will i cry? or what? coz i seriously dun know.. but now i know. i was really disappointed.. angry with myself.. mind was blank for the moment. coz i seriously dun know what to do with 4 major papers i have to face.. its really a challenge for me.. big challenge i must say.. stress.... for that day.. i really got no mood.. deep now.. i'm really flustrating but there's nothing to release my stress out.. till today.. still inside me.. suggestion how to release leh?
hmmm... think i'll try ba.. guess tt's the only solution...

Thursday, August 18, 2005

WHAT A NIGHT!!!

Got to clear leave for my Y/E... so no choice but to take without any plan yet.. how to take with plan anyway... got class on mon, wed and fri.. want plan over weekend trip also difficult. so just take and relax lor...

was listening to siew kuan about how much fun she had in zouk the other day.. listen liao also like want to go.. its been years since i'm last there!!!!!!! since poly days till now if i'm not wrong.. till now i still detest the place... but after talking to kuan.. seems like.. hmmm... mayb just go and try another time no harm la hor.. hahahahaa... and there we r .!!! was fun... but.. i feel sooo old there leh.. heng got got a number of friends there.. so still makes me the youngest among my grp of friends! ahah...

Monday is the day... i'm so worried? excited? nervous? looking fwd? dun dare to face? in doubts? i dun know how to describe my feeling now... but i simply cannot imgaine... ya.. result will be out on monday.. the higher the level i'm attending the lower my confident. now is almost nil... i simply clueless whether i can pass or not.. unlike bee hoon.. always so confident abt her work.. her only problem is.. whether its 60 or 70 or 80.. while mine is whether PASS or FAIL.. sighed.... so unfair!
wish me good luck ok?

Slping day for me today.. simply sooo sooo tired la... and guess what.. after slping for sooo loong... i'm still feelin sleepy now! slpt too much perhaps.. tt's why till now still sleepy hor...

Having to attend classes every mon, wed and friday sometimes weekend also.. i realised time pass very fast.. today i was at home having dinner.. i realised its been sooo long since i have dinner at home with my parents. i didn't even know tt my place was taken by harry for how many mths till i wan to sit at my place tt cutie says.. "Ah yi... tt's my place!" wow.. he really.. take my status meh? hahaha.... anyway.. since he is the King.. so slave got to let her seats to him lor.... wait till one day then he know.. hahahahaaaa

guess i can slp late for another 3 more days before monday comes... hopefully i still can laugh on monday! hmm.. meanwhile.. Kristie - take care of ur eyes ya.. like sound so horrible like tt.... how is it now?