HELLO!

yes... long long long didn't update u.... got miss me bor? hehe... or rather ... still got ppl come and read bor.? anyhow.. am ON LEAVE NOW... yes.. dun need to work.. dun need to wake up early.. dun need to rush rush rush... but... NEED TO STUDY... oh xian man..
and guess i'm either tooo old to study anymore.. the drives and brain cell no longer active.. or the paper i'm taking this semester is damn idiot difficult...!!!!! just can't get into my brain and dun understand at all@!!!
paper on friday.. and now... like dun know anything yet.. how?? how?? how??? HELP!!!!
y? y on earth would ppl earn those stupid thing... sighed....
i'm getting stress... especially when i can't absrob what i read.. or i simply dun understand.....
feel so xian now... thinking when will it over.. but thinking its reaching soon also scares me.. coz like so near yet so many haven't cover!!!! HELP... going crazy liao...

Every semester will hear me complaints... but this semester i think i'll complaint the most.. coz.. really difficult lah... i spent one whole night still trying to figure out this particular lecture.. arghhh.....
another 50% more to go.... hw....

ok ok! nvm.. shall try harder tonight...
and sy.. dun worry... ur nemo will be in good hand.. my partner loves dog and with her 2 adorable dogs at home..nemo sure can get along with them one....
:)

What a day!

Feeling boring so i decided to write something on u blog..
So must be missing my update ya? hahaha....
still haven't touch on my revision needless to say. i still tell huiling i'll pack my notes today.. hahaha.. prob next weekend ba!

went to a friend's bday chalet last night.. didn't quite enjoy it but heng my buddies are all there.. so ended up its more like our own gathering in her compound! hahahaa..... think we should have just meet up for dinner would be much more enjoyable! rather than have to go all the way to pasir ris... my god! somehow realised everyone didn't change much but the click between one another changed alot! guess constant contact really play an impt role.... so long never contact one another. when we met up last night was like a freshmen programme! and worse.. some idiots are trying to act cool and didn't even bother to say goodbye when left. Their mothers sure never does their job by teaching their kids to at least say goodbye when going off.. hahaha
nvm... luckily still got Ling, diana and khim around... so overall still not a bad night ya!
and yes.. luckily i had something to eat before i went to the BBQ... the food.... hmm... haha.. better dun comment much in this area....
was longing to see xiu yue there... but ended up quite a disappointing result i get.. basically all really never change be it physically or mentally... serious...! but how come i think i had changed... older. hahaha...
but i think 4 of us are still the normal ones.. opps! ahhahhaah..... whoeevr who is reading this blog better dun spread around oh! hhahaah.......... Ling.. i know u r one of them... hehheee..... hahahhaa.....

Kris, the opportunity u offered me.. to work in circus... i truely did consider seriously. i think think think think..listing all the pros and cons... seeking friends opinions (think they r sick of this topic too! ahha).. ask my parents.. ask myself many times.. and killed much brain cells to think about this issue.... i gathered different version of opinions.....
I think i'm just a typical Singapore city gal.. whom long to wear nice nice to work in CBD area... remember few years back while drinking our red wine at the bay? i pointed to those high buildings and say next time i want to work there....? i think my wish still stands. its a rare opportunity though.. and not everyone can have this offer and not everyday this offer exist.... mayb when i'm old.. after retirement... or rather.. sick and tired of city life.. u hire me ok? hahahahahahah.....
nonetheless.. if one day u really lack an accountant and is desperately looking for someone to sort things out for the circus i'm always ready to help u in this area! beside that.. i can also clean the elephant ass for u lah.. hahahahahaaha.......
so still.. i must thank you for looking so highly on me and offer me this opportunity. Appreciated!

but remember something ok.. that sheau ying and i hold a permanent VIP pass ok? that we r entitled to lifetime FREE circus show.. hahahahaah

Liwen & Nemo ..who cute ????

Another round of torture is soon to come...

yes yes yes... so mayb i'll update less my blog or mayb i might be disappear from MSN for awhile..coz another round of torture is soon to arrive. Correct, my exam is coming soon.. have a paper on the 10th Dec. have not start my revision yet though. But the stress level like getting higher and higher already. I love to study. i truely love to study.. but not study for exam.... y must we have exam? can't we just study and study and then graduate? i know that's a stupid idea.. hheeh.. but study for exam is really stress man... but i know w/o exam i won't go and sit down and really go and study and understand that module in details lah. hehe....

another semester. guess u all got to be torture by me again.... what if i fail? what if.... then?? what if... then...? i'm always very negative when it come to this area...
wonder when then will i complete my ACCA... another year to go... another 5 more papers to go... i really hopes everything went well and smooth.... so many others in my ofc taking the same course make it very competitive... so another indirect stress....

arghhh.... i'm always stress during this period.. HELP SOMEONE.... sent an angel to me!!!! heheh...
so the overall objective of this blog is : " FORGIVE ME IF I DIDN'T UPDATE MY BLOG"... hahahahaha

FINALLY

Finally!!! i get a chance to see NEMO!!!!! he is simply soooo cute.... and thanks to sy.. friends for a decade leh... finally let me see her nemo.. still must go void deck.. and cannot go up her place.. ahahhhaa.... its the dog i want to see so much and not her place what.. dun understand y she dun let me go up.. ahaha.. nvm. i FINALLY SEE NEMO...

think soon nemo will be permanent resident in toa payoh ah? so sad to see it go.. but i'm sure there'll be opportunity for me to meet nemo again ya?

and oh ya.. just CUT my hair!!! trim to be exact... feels so good man.. cut away my fringe... and hehe... of coz will look YOUNGER! ahhaahha
ok lah.. gtg... see ya! and kristie.. ur blog complaints to me that u had neglect it.. it is sooooo sad.....

HOW R U??

Guess u must be busy with ur new challenges in circus right now and probably doesn't have time to update the blog. nonetheless just want to leave something here so that by the time u log in to ur blog there'll be something u can read in my blog. To carry out my promises as i promised to update my blog as frequent as possible...

how's life? i am so eager to hear from you.

Do take many photos of the circus . the container you parents bought.. ur new office. every single inch u were in lah! hahaha...
hear from u soon ok?

OH NO...!

haha... ever since posted the blog - to KRISTIE only.. i have so many complaints man...
hahaha... so i decided to write something lor....
ie... FOR SY ONLY!!!

sy, read ur blog... u wrote for many ppl.. but too bad i can't add any comment leh..
realised u have been working with best friends hor.. worked with meiqi before.. worked with kristie before.. when r u going to work with me? either i join ur company or u join mine lah.. but guess mine better.. so waiting for u to join ok? hehe..

to me...
Sheau ying is someone considered very strong gal.. since young when everybody still playing and doing nothing but daydream, this little lady here already got the taste of taking care of a family. A role in a family where by need to take care of her two little sisters... though quite a disappointing outcome in the end.. but still she had done her best and given her best shot to her family. try giving me this responsibility.. i doubt i can handle..
Working vacation job with her is another joyful period... thru that we become closer and also truely understand that money is really hard to earn and spending our own earning is really somethin proud!
though sometime dun understand some of her actions.. but i believe she had think in depth before concluding. she's someone whom had total confident in me. thanks. coz i'll always remembers that you r the FIRST one that i ride after getting my driving licence hahaa... and u never shows the fear but had acknowledge my "just passed" skill... hahaha....
she's someone that really dotes on me.. when she's working while i'm still studying, she'll normally treat me dinner. .. so guess time for me to treat u some back!
and she is very HELPFUL.. whenever i got problem regarding art work which i'm really lousy at it.. she'll appears anytime anywhere to help me solve my problem. i really admires her art work.. can draw sooooo well! so girl.. i need ur help this time too! heeheh...

kristie, sy and me have different personality. we think differently, have differnt objectives in life, have different goals, have different aspect on what we see ourselve in the future.. but amazingly, we clicked so well... we just clicked! we care for one another. eager to find out what's happening in one another's life, want to be happy for someone's achievement, want to share the burden someone is having. want to be there when someone need another one... think somehow in our life... this friendship is fated ever since we r created in this world lah!

regarding your blog about me! hahahaa.. thanks leh... matures.. i'm only 23 this year.. still got alot to learn in my life.. there's more to go! and what 5C!! no no.. for me ONE is enough.. and that ONE must be essential.. for me.. i am achieveing my that ONE now... which ONE? hahaha..CAREER lor... the rest of the C's will come naturely onces i go career... ya? hehehe......

so happy now? also write a blgo for U only.... heheh..

to KRISTIE ONLY

Now i realised only u bother to read my blog.. only you bother to leave a comment for me to savour.. only you appreciate them and seems really enjoyed by what i wrote... only you does waht i request in the blog.. THANK YOU DEAR....

This friend of mine.. leaving to work in circus soon.. funny and very unusual industry... can see her passion and drives towards her new responsibilities. I never see her so happy working before. guess she really enjoys what she's doing now coz she knows perfectly that what she's doing now is for no one elses but for the circus, which eventually will be appreciated by alot of ppl... being very bona fide oh!!!

Leaving on thursday.. so fast... beg on my knees.. cry out my lungs still goign to leave in thurs.. guess nothing is going to stop her.. so i better grab the opportunity to spent every min i have with her wisely... tml.. i'll treasure tml's event..

and serious.. i mean it and i mean it oh.. hhahahha.... dun dare you not to keep in contact with us.. or my complaint letters will fly all the way regardless of where is you location. the letter will reach u, just like how i manage to find u this great friend on this earth!


as u said.. this blog is like you friend. a friend that u look fwd to update daily. so make sure u dun neglect it.. dun one day i go visit ur blog found many spiders and dust inside oh....
i'll maintain mine too.. too keep u informed and entertain! ahaha...

take care my dear. and okok.. i'm not going to say till as if i'm not going to see u after tml.. anyway.. we'll still contact via many ways ya? SMS, calls, emails, MSN, or even simply here! so there's no reason why u dun contact us ok?

see u tml.. and i'll give u a HUGGGGGE KISS tml!
meanwhile... MUACKS

hmm.... what abt this...?

Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding! http://www.lavendersea.net/quiz/carebears.html

oh goodness kristie!!! addicted to ur game liao... hahha

You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit with your friends and value everyone freidnship you have. You're a real people person and everyone loves how friendly you are. You're good with encouraging people but usually don't like to be the center of attention. You are a social butterfly and probably are in several circles of friends but it's just because you're well liked and you make people comfortable. You're both fun and wise but you are very realistic about life.(

how abt this???

You're a "Yellow Angel" which means you're probably really motherly. You're not like a soccermom or anything but you're protective of those you care for and you'd do anything for them. You're usually the wiser one in your group of friends and you're a good psychiatrist because you've been through a lot of stuff and know the best thing to do in every situation. But you don't take any crud from other people and they respect you for your ability to stick up for yourself and others.

how abt this? seems like me ah?

You're Element is Fire. You have a strong, independant, fiery personality and you obviously don't ley other's push you around. You like being in charge and don't care what other people think. In fact, you like to stand out and be yourself. You're probably shy when people first meet you but your a ball of energy that could explode at any given moment. You like to laugh and whether you admit it or not, you like to fight. You're peronality that is wild and untamable. You're beauty is physically fit and a little sexy and you have a very pretty face.

sound like me?

Ong, you exhibit an even balance between left- and right- hemisphere dominance and a slight preference for visual over auditory processing. With a score this balanced, it is likely that you would have slightly different results each time you complete this self-assessment quiz.

You are a well-rounded person, distinctly individualistic and artistic, an active and multidimensional learner. At the same time, you are logical and disciplined, can operate well within an organization, and are sensitive towards others without losing objectivity. You are organized and goal-directed. Although a "thinking" individual, you "take in" entire situations readily and can act on intuition.

You sometimes tend to vacillate in your learning styles. Learning might take you longer than someone of equal intellect, but you will tend to be more thorough and retain the material longer than those other individuals. You will alternate between logic and impulse. This vacillation will not normally be intentional or deliberate, so you may experience anxiety in situations where you are not certain which aspect of yourself will be called on.

With a slight preference for visual processing, you tend to be encompassing in your perceptions, process along multidimensional paths and be active in your attacking of situations or learning.

Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself -- and of others -- while maintaining an "openness" which tempers that tendency. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity may not be in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, obvious and the more functional

SUNDAY

Sunday... rainny day again... and i'm sooooo full now.. looks like i'm been eating the WHOLE day man!!!! lets see...
woke up at noon today.. had my longdong for breakfast.. or sound more like lunch..
then abt 2 hours later i found myself sitting inside swenson's eating apple crumple..soup in bread (I forgot what u call tt lah..)... fish & chips... sundeas.. teriyaki chicken pizza... fries... milk shake... ice cream... oh MY GOODNESS!!!
Went w papa mama sis and harry.. can see all of us REALLY can eat man.... then we go shopping.. not for us.. but for tt harry only.. comparing him now and me when i'm still a kid.. he is damn idiot fortunate man.. so many ppl dote on him.. and he had con me to buy him a toy today. haha..... nvm.. who ask me..LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!
and i couldn;t believe we can really spend almost half a day in causeway pt just like tt... shop shop and shop.. and 70% of the things bought is for harry.....

back at home... ate watermelon we just bought... FULL...
another hours later.. found myself eating again... this time.. satay, mee.. hor fan.. and i am really FULL by now... so sy.. u r not alone.. mayb i'm joing u soon.. to go on diet.. hahaha...
but i enjoy eating.. so i'm happy! moreover.. we still got spare capacity to store somemore fats lah
hahahaaha.....

tt's all for now.... (see.. told u all.. i'll try to update my blog!) hehehehe

Well...

What a saturday.. raining for the whole day man... really like this weather can sleep whole day! haha... need to catch up with my sleep.. tonight will be a great night to sleep!!

just had dinner with kris and sy.... another dinner u all may say .. nothing special u all may say again.. but every dinner to us is a special date and i simply love the time spend with them.. and dinner together will be rare in the future.. so must treasure now! we had sakae sushi and hmm.... i love it! a waste sy dun eat sashimi... that's the best man..

then.. we presented k our book! the book that sy and me had put alot of effort in.. to make it as detailed as precise as possible of our childhood life all the way to present status... its a good summary book... and i like it alot myself. and definitely the best present for k before she leaves.

Kristie... i hope u do well in the circus. and like i said in my card. whenever u need someone's ears to listen to ur complaints, happy experience, unhappy encounter. my ears is always ready for u.
will miss her but i'm very sure we'll meet up whenever time permits us to do so.

i'd promise to maintain my blog as frequent as i can. the fact that u'll be reading my blog creates a drives for me to update too! see.. i'm putting my promise to action and am updating now!
will do it constantly dun worry..

really wish ur passport won't be ready first then u can stay longer.. selfish of me... but i dun care! remember our wednesday night... please grant my this small little wish dear... let me go party with u another night.. no matter how short it may be.. i'll still enjoy to the fullest! so please.......

and lastly... anyone know where to download movie? or best.. anyone have saturday night fever VCD? can borrow? ?? or kris, u pass to me on wednesday lor...

Nemo 

wow JET SKI!!! Pose to take photo only ..hahhaha 

this is the owner of this blog  

our night

hello.. here am i again! updating my very out-dated blog...
been so busy recently with the recently job scope change..... with the new challenge (or rather not), new job, new reports and new ppl to deals with to know them..... things pretty fine... but to take over someone's whose filing system is lousy is definitely not a good one...
can u all imagine.. to find one piece of document be it hard or soft copy.. i had to search for sooo many places?!! and ended up.. some might not have it at all!
gosh!

but nonetheless.. i believe soon very fast i can change and implement my own user friendly working system... not to worry.. i can make it one.. just give me time... coz really many achoc task recently.

mood wasn't tt good recently. so get the hint? hehe..

oh ya... was going to update about a night out... real good... never had so much thing happen in one night.... hahaha.. but basically can get the detailed info from kristie or sy's blog... okok.. those gals going to kill me if i end here.. and sure say i no heart etc etc...

krisite.. how's ur hand.? i hope its getting better..
sy.. pls go and master the skill of killing xiao qiang... w/o u.. we'll cry when xiao qiang chase after us...

i honestly had had a great night with my both best friend. Be it how far the distant mayb in future, i believe our heart will be closely connected.

think problem must be lies on me... recently i really get pissed off and fustrated very easily.. i dun know why.. its just happen.. too stress u may say... but seriously i dun feel the extreme of the stress yet.. mayb i'm stress but can't feel it? could that be? oh.. tt sound so scary..
been trying to calm myself down... but dun know how.. onces i have free time i'll sleep.. coz i really need sleep now... inface alot!

talking abt sleep.. guess i better log out early tongiht adn get my full 8hrs of sleep ya?
hehe.. as said.. ppl reading my blog.. ADD SOME COMMENTS LAH....
or i really feels stupid writing so much and dun even know how's the respone got ppl read or not or what?
hahaha
i'm weird u may say.. but tt's me! and u all like it don't u?


love u all!

Sat....

While waiting to check in..i decided to drop a line.. eventually still be read from the ppl who check in with me,,, hahahaha.....

keyboard here is damn difficult to type.. so shall update u all later
happy weekend!!

OK OK..!!!

ok ok... i got another "complaint letter" saying that i never maintain my blog... hmmm...
what to say.. recently rarely have anything happy to share.. angry one... sad one... fuatrating one better dun write it down here to prevent me getting sad, angry, fustrating again...... make snese ah..

so? tml monday again.. i never feel so xian of workign before... but i'm feeling it now... thinking of working tml really makes me xian...

but think i solve this problem lah...
hey.. really nothing much to write.. someone contribute some idea...
man... someone requested ... ok.. fine.. still searching to my so-call man in my life.. wonder when he'll appear.. u r waiting for him, i am too.. hhhahahaaha

Alright.... u all have been waiting for..

Been receiving complaints saying that i never maintain my blog.. hmmm.... guess its time for me to add a little colours now...

alright.. first spend about half an hours reading thru' those update stories here.. and now i understand why ppl complainted... coz i simply never even update my blog....

was busy... sound forgiving? hehe.. anyway.. alright.. sy, i tired ur that japanese name thingy.. and guess what... my new name is KUMIKO.. sound nice ah.. not a bad name.. meaning eternal beautiful child... hehehe...
kumiko does sound familiar to me though..

what a sunday... rains and stop.. rains and stop again... arghhhh stupid weather... but since i'm indoor doesn't really matters anyway.
tml... monday... working day again.. got to deal with those auditors again... wonder when then they finish their work. they are actually quite nice ppl but gave me too much work to do lah... now all my normal operational work are all delayed... and dateline all are coming.. going to ask for some allowances liao... hhehehe

ok.. now what am i going to say.... like me think.....
kristie.. remember our date oh.. pls remember and make urself avaliable. sy, my dear HR personnel.. pls make arrangement ok? we all depend on u liao...

been thinking whether to take class 2 licence or not. ie, motorbike licence. this thinking has been in my mind all the while. the memories of falling from the bike in desaru this yr march, that makes my legs so beautiful with all the blue blacks hold me back.. but i'm really interested in learning bike.. hmmm.. shall i.. ??? what do u all think? hehehe.....

what a day... guess its time for me to pack my notes... time for it to rest in the cupboard.. hahahaa... and the new ones will display nicely on the desk waiting for those nights i read them and spent my days and nights my annual leave with them... arghh.. wonder when then i can complete.. i seriously dunmind studying, the the thought of having exams and the fear of failing ..... arghhhhh...........

so... what else to update.. guess nothing much..
give some comments lah.. at least there's thing i can reply then u'll see new post from me! hahahaah
which TILL TODAY.. i still dun understand the objective of having blog? but i still post on this website...
someone can enlighten me? hheheeh

For u and ME!! - Graduation by Vitamin C

That song is so reminiscent of you and kristie ....

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat 1
La, la, la, la?Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la?We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)

Liwen & Fann 

always friend forever ...... 

True Friends......

Heard this song from class 95 today "I turn to you" by "Christina aguilera" often make me think of you , kristie & Meiqi ..cos you are one to let me find the light when I am lost.thanks pals!!!

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top, girl.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
(Yes it does)
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
that gets me through the night.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...

FAMILY PHOTO

23 years in my life.. and today is my very first time taking a family photo in a studio. kind of weird i must say.... the exeprience is totally different from taking a makeover.

I compliant from the moment i know abt this photo taking session coz the package my damn dear brother signed up is w/o any makeup!!!! my goodness.... (of btw, its for his graduating purpose that we r taking a family pic in a studio)..
early in the morning, sis and i look at each other and wonder how r we going to do our makeup and look real good in the pic w/o overdoing or underdo it. ended up, we got fed up and just go as we are..(we wouldn't want to look like an alien on the street!)....
the venue is another challenge.... where we make a detour and detour and DETOUR and still can't find a carpark.!! hahahaha......... ended up got to walk a long distance considering the hot weather today!!!

photo taking session...... all ready and pose nicely.. but there this little cutie that just won't sit still... run here and there like he had never see his daddy wearing a tie before... hahaha... yap, cutie harry, my nephew. ended up we got to standby smiling and look good all the time while the photographer just grab the opportunity to settle this little thing and grab every shot he is in his best! hey.. its a torture man.. ended up i smile till i almost can't close my mouth. hahaha......... but was fun.......

its our first time anyway! more to come... when i graduate perhaps.

For you my dearest ones!

Hey there darling ladies! Read this poem, it describes exactly how I feel right now.

This is specially for my best friends sy & wen:-

My Friend
by Kristie

I feel like I've known you forever
Although I only met you some younger years
But our friendship will remains forever
No matter what shall cross our paths and hearts

The best thing that's happened to me
Is finding a forever friend like you
You're there to listen, to help, and talk to
And best of all, I know I can confide in you

Some say the best love is one sprung from friendship
So I feel this is why we should try
Time leads us in this direction
Should we follow on down the line?

Friendship and love are always intertwined
Too close which sometimes causes confusion
But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be
But forever you will remain my friend

I know this is going to work
I'm totally sure we should try
But I have all these mixed feelings
Bottled up inside I love you both inside and out as my best friend

And I know that you love me that way too
So when I say "best friends forever"
That even means when I'm saying" Goodbye, I love you, too."

For Kristie and Sheau Ying

Hey... late at night suddenly have the thought of u both..
been thinking of the fun we have since sec 1 till now.. a decade already man....
the moment i heard that k is going to work in the circus i'm really so sad but happy for her at the same time too..very vein i know.. but that's the mixed feeling i have that point...
but i'm sure regardless the distance we still can managed to keep in contact coz i'm pretty sure that none of us will let this friendship go down the drain right?

thinking of party time with these 2 ladies really shoick man... i simply love party with them. that's when we can really relax and enjoy.... all are excellent drinker which make it challenging. haha.... to see who can't make it first... thinking of tt time we had our red wine at marina is so memorable... those ladies' night, crazy nights at chinablack, dblo will stay in my memory for life...
i'm sure we'll have another night and many many nights partying together right? kristie, remember to grant yourself at least a 21 days annual leave ok?

i'll write more in my next round. meanwhile.. tt's all folks! tired want to sleep liao lah...

PARTY TIME!!!!

Come to think of it, really a joke man.... my very first experience to those night spot was 16 years old.. been to one of the small pub i forgot where and what name.. with some not very pleasant people but luckily with sy and meiqi around. u both remember? hehe...

that time... still underage but we managed to get in and i don't enjoy myself. mainly due to the environment and the people there.. the whole night seems forever and i just cant blend in with the environment and the crowd. Swear i'll never go these kind of place anymore.... (what a crap! ahah)

few years later.... in poly... i went again... this time to a better place with a better crowd and of coz.. better music. i start to realise dancing is actually one of my destress strategy. not actively inclined with this kind of activities though.. considering the time and money factors that time....

THEN.... after my graduation from ngee ann.... i got all the free time i have.. no work no school...wednesday night become my fav. night!!! coz... LADIES NIGHT!! with my best cheong kakis that time.. ladies seems so short!! we dance, we drink, we play, we joke, we talk like tomorrow doesn't exist....
as time goes by.. found those real good cheong kakis... top list will be SY, Kristie, SUluan, Amanda, etc etc..... all are real fun people... remember the time i fell down at MW, someone fainted there? we drink till high high? someone drunk and thought the lift as queen size bed, those cute guys we know at MW, from MW all the way to seven eleven scares us out, someone drunk already become mamasan give our number to cute guys, OUR FAV. MUMMY who will come to our resuce(or rather disturb??) when we get too close to guys there, the chinablack pillar, the indian man that drives all of us crazy, those "king size" dancers make our joke of the night, those "innovative" dance move from "creative" people there... pump oil dance step... wipe window dance step... boxing dance step.. aerobric steps.... so many interesting yet FUNNY steps.. haha, terquila our best friend there, the rod that we sat broken at dblo, the whole place like esp book for me coz EMPTY!!, someone who frequent trip to toilet to adjust the bra, hahahaaha... to list down the fun we had really more to go.... but these are the fun that hook me to go party everytime.

there will be lots more fun coming up... so join us next time! ahhaahahah

she who eats

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Best friends

Ever wonder how many best friend u can find in your life time? i never.. to me friends come and go.. but it proves me all wrong when i found so many best friends.....

Primary school friends.. how many of you still keep in contact? well, i did... and we r still so close today. talk anything under the sun.. we;ll be there when whoever need us. just a call and we'll meet up. Shiyun, Baoyu, Lihua, Jolene... these 4 names will never ever be deleted in my brain. it had already stored in my permanent file. And of coz how could i forget... Raymond.. my all time favourite...

Secondary school... a place where we grow up. from a kid to a teenager to what we r today... i met 2 best friends here. God bring them to me. bring me happiness, joy, experience,fun,anger,fustration,memories,....... i treasured my days back then. we grow up together and see changes among us. we appreciated one another presence and enjoy every minutes and every second together... kristie and sheau ying.. thank you.
Liyen.. my another buddy found during this phrase in life.... a lifetime friend i guarantee.

Ngee Ann..... a place where shaped me to what i am today. without ngee ann i wont be what i am.... so determine and focus on what i want. lots of friends... joy and fun... but hardly find a real true one.. but again, i managed to find!!! Diana, my travel mate.. we travel to school, when everybody is concentrating to study for the last min b4 the exam, we talk and talk and talk to destress ourselves. Ah ling and luan... one of the best gift brought to me. my best pal that we email one another everyday in office now.

SPH..... my first job after graduating.... still a green horn... being welcomed by a grp of cool people.. never thought working can be so fun? i'm experiencing it now.!!! everyday beside the complaint of having to wake up early in the morning, other than that, i am very happy at work where i get to see my best partner and colleagues... Shufen, emily, ivy and sally had make my working life colourful......

Up till here... i am really thankful to be able to find some best friends in every impt phrase of my life... and i wonder who next..