I'm happy.. coz i want to be happy!!!!

There's nothing in the world that can't solve.. even if really cannot solve... time will bring the big problem to small problem to no problem... but how long the time is another important and big issue la...

I'm happy.. coz i met my sistas for dinner just nice... its nice a simple dinner.. but i'm happy.. coz the short meeting of couple of hours had wipe off weeks of stress accumulated on me... they done a good job by wiping off so clean.... thanks gals!!!!!!!

I'm happy... coz my sistas are happy... so i'm happy...

I'm happy... coz.. i said i must be happy.. so ya.. i'm happy...

very fake hor.. sighed... ok la.. i'm getting into happy mood la.. haha...

so for those who r not happy for whatever reason... be happy... coz.. no one can make u unhappy unless u choose to allow that idiot to affect your mood...

unhappy causes stress
unhappy causes pimples
unhappy causes black eye ring
unhappy causes mood swing
unhappy causes emotional fluctuation
unhappy causes those around u not happy too
unhappy causes ur skin not good

so u tell me... why i want to be unhappy? hahahha.... giving all a very good lesson today ya!!!!! u r welcome.. dun have to thanks me la.. hahahahahahahaha

OPPS!

OPPS! i apologised for updating so many blog on my work. I apologised for not making ur day after reading my sad blog posted for the past weeks.. i realised i'd not been blogging happy things recently... i'd realised i blog too much on my work.. i'd realised i'm not being balance on my blogging topic.

Please accept my apology ok? i promise will bring some colour in my next post. next post will be on something different .. something not work related. if not .. i can ask STOMP wan to buy over my blog can post here liao.. haahaha.....

MUACKS ppl!

I'm amazed by.. myself..

I was reading thru all my previous blog.. i realised i'd been blogging since 2004!! 2 yrs of blogging.. i'm amazed by myself.. i actually have the determination and will to blog till now.. and i actually have so much things to write... but its good.. i get to read and it refreshes my memories... like was reading my retreat last yr reminds me of good and bad time planning the event. Not all have this opportunity.

I must admit working there really have alot of opportunities open for me. I must admit that i'm the luckier ones who can try out so many things and get invlovement in so many events and projects. I must admit that learning process there is excellent. but ... but... but... what is the sole and main purpose to work.. to earn money right? money not good there leh.. hahaha..... but i must admit..if u wanna learn and test ur stress limit.. there is an excellent place to go.

sometimes i suspect am i getting old or am i getting emotional recently. hmm... i start to reveal my soft side out easier.. i find it uncomfortable to hold beneath my heart not releasing out.. i like and prefer to throw out all my problems now.. or rather... nt all la.. selectively? ha..

i want to be a happy gal again... i want to be a strong gal again... cannot be defeated coz of those minor minor things hor.. hmmm... ppl always have this preception on me about being strong.. being a career minded woman.. being very independent.. being very smart... being very realistic..
oh well well... i accept all as a compliment.. haha... but actually tell u all huh... i also one small woman liao ok? hahahaha......

back to work on monday.. Mr boss is back from reservist. infact he already called me this morning to check one things while i'm still sleeping soundly.. hear my HP ringing.. i cursed.. dun wan to even acknowledge the call.. till i saw.. 6319.... my eyes automaticaly open wide wide... clear my throat and answer the call... he must be thinking i woke up already.. but actually i'm still sleeping leh Mr boss... although its 11 plus am liao... but i sleep till pm one lo.. hahaha..

ok .. guess i better go get ready.. if not later late again huh... my ears not going to have peace... while anyway.. i have documents not read yet.. brought home to read to prepare for the meeting next week.. so boring.. but bor bian.. have to read.. if not go meeting also like idiot meh? tried reading last night..but read 18 pages only.. i'm with ah zhou liao... so later must complete my another 18 pages.. if not.. monday die la...

bought one fake lashes.. okok..nicer words to use... lashes extension.. . so nice u know.. sy also have a pair.. guess later i shall put it on! hahaha.. and who dare to say my lashes is short?? actually not short leh... just that i never put enough mascara only mah... sighed....

ok ppl... till then... MUACKS!

Ending.. soon...

Finshing soon...........
After one month of hardwork...infact more than a month.. finally i can see ending point.. its finishing soon!!! my annual accounts coming out soon!! my horrible period ending soon!!!! life is going back to normal soon!!!
but again.. new projects waiting for me.. sighed.. i'm just assigned a new role.. secretary of this SAP upgrade project.. have to do testing.. not only tt.. have to be the secretary during the meeting.. meetings with EVP.. VP.. AVP.. then i have to take down all the minutes.. this is really stress... cannot even yawn or slp in the meeting room liao.. sighed... meetings nowadays getting more and more serious.. i miss those casual old days meeting sessions....
can ask them to relax la.. dun be so serious la.. and best of all.. how to write minutes?? someone teach me leh.. die la.. how to write how to write.. format everything.. how how how??????

going through one year end at group reporting can really learn and see alot of new things. but everyday work till late late really sian one lo... friends ask to go out also dun dare to promise.. coz .. work commitment during this period is very strong leh... been going back office for the last 3 weeks... i guess.. this weekend is really a real weekend for me to relax and sleep ba! finally!!!

having access to so many confidential documents is really sian lo.. coz print one set documents.. must go printer there wait and collect immediately.. go lunch must keep all documents away.. go home must make sure not on desk.. cannot leave it openly.. sighed.. insider trading.. anyone interested? contact me lo.. ahhaha.. then after that we go changi chalet stay few years ok? oh no.. i'll be at queensway chalet.. whahaha... u'll laugh if u catch the ball!

alright ladies... kristie.. i still cannot find ur white dress!!!!! can loan or rent one or not? ahahha.. must find a perfect dress for my dearest friend's wedding is really headache.. coz ah.. cannot wear nicer than her mah.. hwhahahhaha.....
dun worry.. i'll keep searching one.. sure got one pure white perfect dress for my body one! ahaha u wait...

guess i must really go and enjoy myself... work so long.. time for some rewards.. waiting for my bonus to come!!!!!! and of coz.. increment letter.. hehehe.. i wonder what's the grade i'll be getting next year! dun disappoint me ah.. if not whatever department u offer me to try also no use one huh baby.. hahahha

I'm tired... been working hard for the whole week... i'm so so tired.. working everyday really not fun lo..

Till today i still dun understand y i took up accounting leh.. liew.. not fun at all... merely Debit/Credit still alright.. dun need much brain cell.. but the challenging part is the tiring and tedious part leh.... When u need to comply to the FRS standard.. when the stupid auditors ask u change this change that.. when the stupid standard only allows u to do this do that when u have in ur mind... i can't i do this?? ahahaha... its fun and interesting.. really.. but overall.. its tiring.. till i really feel like bor chap everything..

Year end.. when then its over.. when then board meeting? when then announcement??? but when all these come... i jin scared leh.. coz.. haven't do up all my reports yet.. how to meet? how to announce? ahhh....

alright.. today its friday.. and i need to get my beauty sleep now.. coz tml i'm working.. yes.. working on a saturday.. sighed..... and do my reports out.. Mr boss been chasing man.. u think so easy meh Mr boss.. i'm like teacher ok? need to check so many entities.. and in a class.. sure got some idiots around that anyhow do things one leh.. so Mr Boss.. wait la..

That day after work.. YY, Mr Boss and me was walking to the mrt station.. on our way.. we talk we talk.. till i saw something.... i saw..... XIAO QIANG!@!!

sight of it already make me scared liao... of coz.. u all should know my reaction la.. "AH!!!!!!!! ZHANG LANG!!!!!!!!!!" and there.. i scream my whole lung out.. so close only leh.. i nearly step it u know!!!! liew....... but i think not only xiao qiang got a shock.. YY and Mr boss also got a shock.. and till today.. they still suan me lo.. say i so big scared one small small xiao qiang.. xiao qiang never die.. they let me scared till death lo... say damn paisey standing with me tt time lo... sighed.. see la.. let them know my weakness liao.... damn paisey lo....

i need a break.. i need destress session.. cannot always work work work leh.. i dun sell to SPH one leh.. haha... waiting for this period to over man.. but again.. hey.. i indeed .. really learn alot~!

i'm going to sleep le.. if not.. become panda liao... Can't wait for tt day to come.. 11/11/2006! hahha.. shall we dress formally? any role for us???