I need a break....

I need a break!!!!!

I'm tired.. I'm exhuasted.. I have no more drive and passion.. how? this is tiring and scary. and i seriously need a break to recharge myself.. work has been very demanding and endless... stress is building in me till so difficult to manage....

just imagine. everyday u reach ofc... beside meeting.. still meeting... and discussion.. every meetings comes with actions items to be cleared at certain date.. every meeting will means additional work to me.. every discussion would means more research and work to be done.. and aside the operationally work have to also handle projects which is VERY IMPT in all eyes.. all this.. withing office hour.. what can i do within 1 working day.. alot of days r just attending meetings and discussion.. let alone find time to clear my usual stuff.. they really stretch u to the max!!!! drain out liao la... seriously have no drive and passion to what i'm doing now.. hate it!

soooo.. as i was saying... i need a break.. and i deserve a break!!! and so.. I GOT A BREAK!!! whahahha.. will be going Hong Kong this august.. omg! i can't wait!!!!!!!! need a well deserving break before the start of hell soon....

everything had confirmed and finalise.. this is going to be an exciting trip man!!! i can't wait!

for now.. guess i shall do less shopping and best dun buy anymore new shoes.. clothes.. bags.. whatever.. coz.. who care abt GSS. i'm going HK SUMMER SALES!! hahahahahaaahhha

A friend of mine contacted me recently... well well.. she makes me feel something... i dun understand her decision made in the first place.. but seems like things is not working out for her.. ended up.. last May got married.. this May tell me filing for divorce. and she's 6mths pregnant. For some reason we didn't contact.. and now seems like its the time when she need someone with her.. to encourage her and to give her comfort or assurance.. but for another reason i really wish to be there for her and with her. but i also have my reason to pull myself away from her.. i feel for her too. i wanted to lend her my shoulder and ears.. but.. things might get complicated and i HATE complicating issue..

i dun know.. feeling bad whenever she ask to meet up and i would just tell her i'm busy at work. not 100% lies.. coz i'm really busy at work.. but.. i dun know.. feeling vexed..

for whatever reason.. since she had chose this path.. she got to carry on.. wish her happy ba..

Love..what is it actually? i think it does not apply to her in the first place... how sad. and L O V E this 4 letter word seems to lose its definition....