I'm BACK!!!

I'mmmmmm back everybody.... been MIA for sometime from here.. oh well.. guess i jus not at my usual self since then till now.. but rest assured.. I"M BACK FOR GOOD~!!!!!

oh.. recently wasn't very happy about all things.. so ya.. i'm tired and the best word to descirbe is .. SIAN ...

Work is ok.. somehting different.. my team is very small.. only 3 of us and we have to do the whole company consolidation accounts. 3 ppl nia leh... liew... but the 3 of us work like family.. whahaha... namely the lao da! lao er! and me the lao san... sighed... most junior and youngest also mah.. whahaha... that 2 was good.. damn good.. can work with them and learn from them is really blessed.. i indeed learn alot from them u know.. mai play play.. see things also differently.. they r so experienced.. so ya.. quietly quietly learn my things from them first ba!

other than that.. i shall not comment on the others. coz its real disappointing when u realised how others treat you when u r not there with them. being transferred out doesn't means i work for a different company. they have the cheek to say conflict of interest? hello??? i'm doing group consolidation.. conflict what interst? whatever u entity are doing will eventually flow up to group what..? sometimes.. the way the talk.. really reflect how well their knowledge is.. sighed.. and.. never work with them and working with them is different story.. never work with them i dun care what's wrong with ur work or company.. but work with them ah.. liew.. see their work huh.. liew... can faint one lo... this kind also can produce.. go tell them they also buai song.. its such long long long stroy la.. they r just unbalance ppl.. high jealousy one.. sighed...

enough of work.. now i only work.. i go there to work.. tt's all.. tt's the attitude.. anyway.. i dun report to u, so ya.. u know.. so long i can work well with my team tt's the most impt. i dun care what others think and look on me.. coz i know.. i never changed.. u changed in the first place.. i'll adjust to the environment.

recently i just drop a big stone/rock from my chest.. i'd been holding it for too long.. initially i dun mind holding it. infact i feel good holding it... as time goes by.. its becoming heavier and heavier till i can feel the stress and fustration of holding it longer... i dun wan to hold it.. but there's the some strange thing tt still keep me holding it.. till... i realised .. how stupid am i holding on to the stone that eventually won't turn into diamond. i decided to let it go.. initially it was hard.. i dun bear to leave the stone i'm holding on for so long.. but.. onces i let it go.. i realised.. how lighten i'd become.. how wonderful it is w/o that big heavy stone on my chest. i felt so good now...
really.. really..

Sian lo

I am feeling so sian, so tired, so disappointed, so sad, so.. hurt over something.. i dun know.. been praying things dun be the worse.. but i guess i'm going to face the worse.. sian.. i'm such a failure.. how come things always dun turn out to be what i want? how come i just can't do it..

I'm.... jus a word to describe.. ie - sad.

Busy Busy Busy... yes i'm busy....

Busy with work.. very... thinking that i'd graduate should have more time.. i'm wrong.. with the added responsiblity.. i'm so busy now.. join the wrong period lo.. suppose to be quite free though.. but new people.. new work scope.. year end around the corner... so many mock up.. make my life so busy lo.. well.. having mock up is good.. at least i know what to do when the actual thing come.. can't imagine for now.. coz.. hahaha.. its a total new team doing this year end closing.. i bet to see alot of new innovate working style and reports.. it may not be a bad thing afterall i hope...

Thinking after i finish my study i had done with all the stupid FRS.. but i'm wrong again lo... FRS is part of what i must see everyday in life.. Under FRS no what.. must do this must disclose this.. must state this.. liew.... accountant r just bor liao ppl in this world... really cannot say we r boring with only debit and credit leh.. coz we think alot of new and funny and bor liao standard to make our reporting interesting... hahahaha..... oh well.. if i go take my ACCA paper 3.6 now.. sure score very well... coz been reading it everyday now lo.... hahaha....

Gettting to work recently is not tt happy anymore.. dun know why.. like drag myself to wake up in the morning.. drag myself to brush my teeth.. drag myself to get out the house.. force myself to drop at braddell.. and by the time i see the big 'S" building.. i'll sigh.. and my mind is... "when then 6pm??" but when 6pm really come... my mind is.."Oh gosh.. so fast 6pm!!! shit la.. i haven't finish my work!!!!!!" so tell me la.. contradict or not?
its not tt i dun enjoy working anymore.. its not tt those ppl i work with is not good.. but i guess its the job that is not very impressive and its really not what i want to do.. People is nice there.. new boss is not a bad person i suppose.. He also joker sometime... its just the job i guess... arghhh.... got to tahan for a year... who ask me.. having a mutual agreement with Ms Big boss in room.... so must do it lo.. who ask me.. a woman with her words.. hahahah...

alright... enough of this... now i need to go check on something.. see la.. even log on internet also have to search for things related to work... sighed... got to search for new FRS standard and annual reports of other maga co.. so i can copy their style of reporting.. whahahahhaa....

come oct or nov.. pls grab a copy of my co. annual reports hor.. i spend days and night drafting the accounts one ok... effort put in there one hor.. dun play play ah.. hahaha.....

FIRST TIME

Yesterday was the first time in my first voting for what i want as a Singaporean - or rather as a Singaporean living in Sembawang GRC zone?? hahha....
Before i'm eligible to vote.. i'm been thinking when is my turn.. y i dun need vote.. etc etc...
Finally ytd is my chance to vote.. fully eligible.. i felt so sian.. coz ah.. weekend leh.. got to go quite far to vote lo.. not those void deck, opposite block.. but to a secondary sch quite far from my block lo....
Nonetheless.. of coz must go la.. voting is complusory.. i wouldn't want to be jailed for one day just coz i forgot or lazy to go... as a Singaporean.. the country value me, so they r asking for my opionion.. every single vote would mean alot to either PAP or SDP... whahhaha...( "WHAT CRAP!!")...

Giving such a lousy opposition, face already not very nice liao.. talk also talk w/o brain.. can't even convince me.. u all should know who i support la.. opposition seriously don't derserve my one vote seriously to speak.. i wouldn't want to live in a hooligan GRC area...

guess the above is not tt sensitive enough to create any law suits against me ya? hahahah...
i'm happy with the result.. at least i know.. hospital on the way in north side lo.. hahahahah

oh ya ya.. working again tml... sian is the best word to describe me now...